Did you think that the night would possess us
To keep sober like the rain that’s falling down
Did you notice, when the clock stopped running
This is the countdown
They say our time is running out
I tried to stay above the waterline
But never taking off the weights that
Keep us stuck here
In the comfort, and the fear
I’ll never know what we were fight for
But I’m still looking to breakout
I’ve been waiting for something
I’ve been sitting for too long
I’ve been waiting but, oh, tonight
This one last try
Goes on, and on, and on
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
...someday.. 12:31 PM
It's over...done...
Why did we have to part while we both still care? Why did we have to suffer? Why did we have to cry when somebody said goodbye? Why did beginnings have an end? Why did we have to meet only to lose in the end? There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, and so many promises left unfulfilled.
In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting. It is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.
At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem at the time, but that's the way it goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of becoming one. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why.
It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn in your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of them. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Isn't it funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I don't now if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable pace and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all relationships or even friendships end with a
"...happily ever after."
Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up. Sadly, for me, its over...it is gone and life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled...
...somewhere...somehow...someday
What The Fuck Is This! 12:21 AM
Ok., so. i find this kinda funny, and sick at the same time. its already enough gnomes are scary as shit. now they have black ones with the nazi salute out?
If they make it into the US i dont know what i will do.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Rothbury Music Festival 11:43 PM
Sooooooo, i won two tickets to the Rothbury Music Festival, which is in Rothbury, Michigan through twitter. It was kinda crazy, i usually dont win things.
soo, in order to make it from florida to michigan i had to basically hitchhike using a program called Zimride. Met this kid named chad who is originally from kalamazoo, mi. so basically i kinda lucked out pretty damn well. I traded my extra ticket for a ride and well, it was pretty damn good.
On the way through Tennessee we met a hitchhiker on the side of I-75. His name is Brent Roberts, and I can honestly say, this dude tottally saved my trip for me. One of the nicest people i have ever met, with the most outlandish stories. Everything from Drug runs, to Festival hoping, to waking up in the middle of a yard knocked out. This dude did it all. 
As we get to Rothbury we set up our tent and get ready met some nice people 
get some good food and wellll. Get ready for spun onion fun!The Lineup this year was a little on the weak side compared to 2008's.. But still STS9, The Dead, Sting Cheese, Girl Talk, Mstrkrft, Pretty Lights, Les Claypool, Eoto, and others were amazing.
The Whole weekend, was amazing and there is too much to tell. sooo the pictures will just have to do. Check the Photos Section.
This Will Deff Make Her Sticky 10:33 PM
Wow, ok so i've seen the banned Pepsi commercials and they werent this bad. How could someone actually think it could go on the air? It is funny as shit tho. Borrowed from my girl at http://www.babysinead.com
