Just got to say 10:33 PM

Today was an ok day, woke up super early, went to work and sat and studied ekg rhythms and blah blah blah. Here is a picture of what it looks like to be uber bored.

i found myself in a starbucks once the rain started. i was being laughed by my friend for dashing chocolate powder into my tall drip. as we sat, drank our coffees, and stared out into the dreary looking world outside, i wondered nothing. for once, my mind was just a wave of nothingness, a soft beautiful sound was the only thing i could hear. i was pretty damn happy. sitting there i found myself just holding my coffee and not sipping. a major problem with me when im cold, sometimes i shake so much i cant get the coffee cup up to my lips. lol

after a lil bit at starbucks, i went to one of my favorite parks in jacksonville. its quiet, hidden, and beautiful. with a river view, a swooping tree branch, and little steps for a canoe. i spent a majority of the evening in this park. OHH!! i got to see some new BEAUTIFUL!!!! shiny things. and now i cant get them out of my head :):) I want more pretty please

i sit here now, and stare outside,. the cold rain still drizzles and the wind feels like the cold slow breath of death that silently but violently creeps up on you.

alcohol slowly invades my system tonight, well. ,"as we speak". and my night will begin. with the biggest smile ive had in a little while.. this is going to be a dangerous night for me. hehe


ps...

i wanna see again PLEASE!!!! ;)

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do you ever 2:02 AM

do you ever feel a time where you just cant close your eyes.

the feelings lay deep inside and you just cant understand why the thoughts or images burn into your eyes or soul.

lay before you the terms of your life, let them show the path you must follow, and may you undertake the goals that the adventures bring. they will not lead you to misfortune.

great adventures lay before me, i just dont know what i can do at the moment to undertake the events.

fortunes lay past, and right now the future doesnt look to great. hearts have broken, people have been lost or hurt, thing have changed. life just isnt the same.

but all you can do is just hope for the best and pray that your friends are around to just be there to help you out.

but, are they.... or can they be really.. or do they just choose to know your problems and just ignore them ..

how many times do you push the reject button on your cell phone?

ive always found myself to keep it in hand, never reject a friend., or someone you truly care about.

how can you sit and stare at the same stars and not think, what are you doing?? how do you feel, are you ok?

i do care about you.

either friend or foe

in the dead calm of the waters, how do you read the fortunes of the future?